letting go.

I said it because I've been waiting for you to hear me - really hear me - forever.

I said it because I care about you.

I said it because I'm tired of the bullshit.

I said it because I deserve more than this is and so do you.

I said it because I'm done carrying your extra baggage.

I said it with anger in my voice because you don't listen to diplomacy anymore.  My struggle to say it the "nice way" has always been in vain ever since we were kids.  Maybe this time you'll hear me.  Your my best friend.

But I'm done fighting for you when you throw yourself into the same shit over and over again.  I can't do it anymore. and I shouldnt have to.  So good luck.  love you.